Sermon from 5/24/26 First
UMC East Greenbush Acts 2:1-21
I don’t always have the best memory, the past two years
since we have moved have meant a lot of new people in our lives and a lot of
new names and remembering them has been a struggle. But there are some things
that stick clearly in my mind even as the years pass. One of those things is
childbirth. My oldest is now 14 years old and yet I can picture that hospital
room clearly- I remember Nurse Margory, I remember the way my husband looked at
me with love and reassurance and I remember the way that experience of
intensity and pain and stress brought out some interesting parts of my
personality. Mostly humor, when I am nervous I tend to start making jokes and
so in the delivery room I became a bit of a comedian. Whether or not I was
funny I can’t say, but I thought I was. But it also brought out another part of my
personality, one that I usually try to hide better. That is, my discomfort with
uncertainty.
All these years later and the truth of that is still
sinking in. There are no answers to many questions. There is a lot of
uncertainty in life, a lot of unknown that we just can’t prepare for or plan, a
lot of things on our calendars that we just have to put a question mark next to.
And that can be hard and it can require faith.
Today is Pentecost, this is a major holiday in the church.
When our kids were young my husband and I wanted to establish some kind of
tradition so that our kids would recognize the importance of Pentecost. Unlike
Christmas and Easter, the secular world doesn’t make a big deal of it and so it
can sometimes get overlooked or lost in the end of the school year/Memorial Day
excitement. So we decided that we would always have a fire of some sort on
Pentecost. Usually (if the fire precautions allowed it) we would make a fire in
our little outdoor fire pit and roast marshmallows. Very controlled, very safe
and very easy to extinguish. Nothing like the fire at Pentecost …
This means that we cannot predict or control or make the
work of the Spirit look how we want it to look. And that can be dangerous.
Let’s be honest, it can be hard to claim the title Christian. There are people
doing really horrible things and using that title to justify or even celebrate
it. People using it to hurt and demean others, or to grab power or worship
wealth, to claim superiority or to abuse. When a movement gets out of control,
there are some who will grab it and use it for malicious reasons. That is the
risk with opening up a movement to all, with letting the Spirit run wild,
humans will find ways to corrupt.
But if we use that to limit or ignore the true work of the
Spirit then we allow that corruption to speak for what is beautiful and loving
and just and good news. When people try to twist the movement for their own
gain or to hurt others, they are trying to control it, manipulate it and
destroy it. But when we embrace the Holy Spirit working in and through and
around us we have to embrace faith, let go of our need to control and let it
flow. Celebrate it, embrace it and let it flow like a rush of wind through
everyone we meet. Pentecost calls us to accept the unpredictability, the
wildness the uncertainty and let the fire take over our hearts.
I remember that moment, way back when I was in that
delivery room. I remember when I stopped making jokes, counting minutes, numbering
breaths and asking questions. I remember when I stopped clenching my fists,
fighting the pain and trying to control it. I remember letting go. It was wild
and unexpected and life-changing but that was when this beautiful new life came
forth. And that new life has been unexpected and uncertain and unpredictable
but more beautiful than anything I could have ever planned or predicted.
Pentecost is the day we call the birth of the church. It is the moment when we
mark the birth of this wild movement that has spread like wildfire all across
the globe and across the centuries. It came about by fire and wind and people
letting the Spirit speak through them, that’s how we keep it going. That’s how
we fan the flame. We dive in with faith, we let the Spirit speak through us and
we celebrate and listen to what that Spirit is saying from each other. All the
while trusting, trusting that it’s ok to let go, because what God is doing is
so much more than what we have on our calendars.

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